“You have to have everything, right?” Some people hate me (I carry the millstone faith), there are some who say they love me (I suspect), there are some who admire my work, there are others who think I do all that shit. To me, that's okay. If you like me, we’re friends. If you do not like me (or my work, for me it's the same thing, since we are the same shit), just sit at another table in the bar. To my knowledge, there are always several tables. And so we can drag our carcasses in the years that remain here. I'll still be the same, believing the same things, just because I'm a boring person with a di iron.
There is no other way. But sometimes you do a gig any and is very happy because it appears a guy who you really are a fan, and the guy can tune all the damn work. It happened yesterday when my friend (and idol - always make a point of saying that) Reinaldo Moraes wrote me talking about my book of poems (the same book that took Brum yesterday and did a song from one of the poems - beautiful music , Br - and we played yesterday for the first time in the gallery - with approval of the "Capeta"). This time I was really flattered. And fuck you. Thanks, Reinaldão.
Mary began to read his book of poems on the same day they bought it. I started to like it very well from the first poem I read. Do not read them all. I do other things, including several shitty, read other things, including a lot of shit, write other things, among them, for once, a lot of shit too. Way to go, among the things that we want to do and read and write and the things we have to do and read and write what is going to fucking life, supuesto. So a few days back here claws to read the whole book. We, me and him, without a lot to do, and we docked. Incredible as this book is lengthy, albeit thin. Each poem is a dense chapter of a life deliciously, anguish, comically riotous suicidal. Or ruled by rules of deities worshiped drunk at the corner bar (Bah, I have a lot of work to do, need to convert pdf to excel, lot’s of files, but I’ll finish this first).
And at the bar next to that. Assholes troublemakers, hooligans friends, girlfriends deadly whores-who-you-want-bitches, bluseiros and rockers in all tones and decibels, are the main faithful of this religion and alcohol that night celebrating his poems in a lyrical record very high - and I mean also very high, and above all, very low, the ground of life-as-it-should-not-be-but-is-doing-what? I've always been a reader of poetry, the crazy and behaved, and I am friends with many poets, much of the nuts who behaved, although able to admire the two and two, and I can say with his mouth full of beer foam and pure wonder that his book is MORE ABSOLUTE FUCKING DU, MY BROTHER!
I could spread here and talk for hours each poem. Or rather, could fa home hours with each poem, as if these new old friends what we do out there in 5 minutes of chat and booze, maybe it is the right night, the bar right, the right table. I wanted to take you to the grave some of these poems and to talk with them in the light of wildfire cemetery waiting for a fucking eternity past once and for all and nothing big to announce at last in all its splendor and traslucidez. But I will not have, I do not have a tomb to call my own. I will then incinerated in the Alpine village along with his poems, and will turn gray, me and them, and the ashes of what we will be blown away and maybe a particle of it into the eye of a beautiful girl on a sunny Saturday morning, and is then that we will be happy, very happy, and his poems EEU, floating swimming pool in the small tear in the eye of that girl, momentarily forgotten everything that was going to do, all the men who loved and will love in life.
Only for registered tro, has a poem in there, THEREFORE, it is an absolute gem in the entire Western opera, including Korean and probably part of the Chechen.
"There are people who really love / But then you want to get rid of love ..." Genial, say Camões, Pessoa and Sá de Miranda in unison. GENIAL!
Thanks, bum.